amazing how something so simple can make you feel so different...


Just got an xmas card......

I have a half brother who lives in the UK, only met him 3 times, the last time i paid for him to come spend an xmas with me and my daughter... due to the family issues i have we lost contact again....

been 5 years since we spoke.....

well at least he has email now... there kinda backward where i grew up in the UK when it comes to things like the internet lol...

/me snickers

you cried?

you bet ur arse i did.....

when u find out u have a brother when ur 16 and never met them... and in the following 20 years you only meet them twice after that and the last time you get to spend a month catching up and then u lose them again to get that contact again just feels awesome....

You have to remember i have a fluffed family life, my family doesnt speak to me cause my dad is in jail for "Child Porn" charges and they dont get why i didnt support him during his court cases and still dont... the fact i risk losing my time with my daughter over something i aint done wrong means nothing to them....

so a positive family relationship is good for me...

Holy crap!

So... Bsnake has a soul afterall?!?

:P

j/k

I'm honestly happy for you.

You should never have posed for the pictures. BSnake

mate the things ive been through in my life would make most of you curl up in a ball and never want to go outside....

probably why im the way i am...what doesn't kill you makes you stronger... well im still here....

yeah...but you're still fluffed up. Even if you want to bury the ;past...it always catches up to you like it or not.

my past isn't hidden, i can talk openly about it... dealt with those demons.... so nothing to catch up to me....

my family situation is nothing uncommon, my upbringing is a different thing....

Holy crap!

So... Bsnake has a soul afterall?!?

:P

j/k

I'm honestly happy for you.

Belated double post FTW!!!