Nov 10th 2011, 2:27:02
I believe I owe you guys at the very least a public apology. While I have sent private apologies to a couple people in your clan, that doesn't address the rest of the membership.
I have been inflammatory ad unacceptably insulting towards your clan and in particular, two of your members. I'm sure you folks would like nothing more than to burn down my countries for the fluff I've said over the last few weeks.
While I've never been one who would whack another player or clan for running their mouth, I've been particularly fluffty towards you guys. I'm sure you just want to kick my ass and frankly, you have decent grounds.
If you decide to do so, I can accept that as a consequence of my recent words and actions. I would ask that you leave the rest of ESD out of it because those guys had nothing to do with my poor behavior.
By my insults, which got pretty personal against your leader and another player, I insulted all of you. That was terribly wrong of me to do. It went way beyond my support of an ally warring against you. It went way beyond acting as police for that ally.
While this is a game, I think that a certain standard of behavior is required in our community and I certainly have not maintained that standard in your case. I make no excuses for that. I was wrong. VERY wrong. It's one thing to talk smack in the spirit of the game, but that's not what I did. I got personal and mean and that is unacceptable behavior on my part.
Am I ashamed? Tough thing to address. I certainly am ashamed of the most personally insulting things I said to and referring to Waldo and PG. 15 year olds probably behave better.
I'm not ashamed of supporting NBK and I'm not ashamed of feeling that had it been a "fair fight" from the start that your situation might be very different.
I'm also not ashamed of or sorry for my opinion that SF is simply trying to extort a pact out of NBK and trying to be the bully of the server. All that stuff is legit opinion and game pertinent. And I stand on that.
However, my acts and words beyond that just were over the edge and I feel the need to apologize to each and every one of you over there at SF. I don't ask you to forgive or forget. I just feel that I need to accept responsibility for my foolish and malignant behavior.
If any of you SF guys read this whole thing, thanks for taking the time to do so.
I have been inflammatory ad unacceptably insulting towards your clan and in particular, two of your members. I'm sure you folks would like nothing more than to burn down my countries for the fluff I've said over the last few weeks.
While I've never been one who would whack another player or clan for running their mouth, I've been particularly fluffty towards you guys. I'm sure you just want to kick my ass and frankly, you have decent grounds.
If you decide to do so, I can accept that as a consequence of my recent words and actions. I would ask that you leave the rest of ESD out of it because those guys had nothing to do with my poor behavior.
By my insults, which got pretty personal against your leader and another player, I insulted all of you. That was terribly wrong of me to do. It went way beyond my support of an ally warring against you. It went way beyond acting as police for that ally.
While this is a game, I think that a certain standard of behavior is required in our community and I certainly have not maintained that standard in your case. I make no excuses for that. I was wrong. VERY wrong. It's one thing to talk smack in the spirit of the game, but that's not what I did. I got personal and mean and that is unacceptable behavior on my part.
Am I ashamed? Tough thing to address. I certainly am ashamed of the most personally insulting things I said to and referring to Waldo and PG. 15 year olds probably behave better.
I'm not ashamed of supporting NBK and I'm not ashamed of feeling that had it been a "fair fight" from the start that your situation might be very different.
I'm also not ashamed of or sorry for my opinion that SF is simply trying to extort a pact out of NBK and trying to be the bully of the server. All that stuff is legit opinion and game pertinent. And I stand on that.
However, my acts and words beyond that just were over the edge and I feel the need to apologize to each and every one of you over there at SF. I don't ask you to forgive or forget. I just feel that I need to accept responsibility for my foolish and malignant behavior.
If any of you SF guys read this whole thing, thanks for taking the time to do so.
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